Sunday, January 31, 2010

After TWO years!

I guess I should have waited till March 2010 in order to really say it's been 2 years. But since I just felt like writing a post now, I will.
It's funny that so much has changed but my blog just kinda stayed there, exactly the same! It's a little bit weird.
I'm actually in Beirut right now. Just for 2 days. My husband is here on Business, so since I am not working at the moment, I'm indulging in traveling with him, when I can.
So yes, 2 years ago I was still single. Today I've been married for one year and four months. 2 years ago I was still working, today I'm not. I guess you always look back and feel like you miss your old days. I miss being in High School. I miss living in Montreal. I miss being in University. I miss the feeling of getting my first pay check. I miss living with my parents. I miss being engaged. I miss planning my wedding. I miss driving my car to Kuwait City in traffic every morning.
So it looks like you go threw life remembering and missing the past.
But is that really such a bad thing to miss something. Does it mean you want them back. Look at me now. I am happily Married. Excited about starting a Huge Huge Family, hopefully! Love feeling I can come and go with my Husband when he has to leave Kuwait for work. If you told me you can go back and relive everything you were missing in your life over and over again. Would anyone do that.
I don't mind missing a lot of things I lived.
At least I'll always be remembering nice things. Since you always miss the best things you had in life.
This means Up till now I've had a pretty good life. If I was to really list you all the things I miss. Then I can tell you I had a great life.
I'm actually looking forward for all the new things that will happen in my life so that I will be missing them one day!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Taking time off from Blogging!

I think it's time to kinda let go of my blog a little. I don't seem to have the excitement about posting anything. And I'm not doing the effort whatsoever. So I am feeling bad leaving the last post as "sneaking a post from class". So I write this post to tell you guys! keep blogging, I'll keep reading. But I think I'm stopping. Until further notice I guess...
Kisses to all. Thanks for having checked in from time to time.

Monday, March 12, 2007

I'm sneaking in a Post from Class!

I'm back in Class, for 3 days only and I guess I'm half way done.
Was just in Lebanon for the weekend! I kinda wish I was still there. You always really start realizing that you ARE in Lebanon the moment you are driving back to the airport. And that's what happened, we were driving back our tiny Yaris, among the crazy traffic, when the music on the radio was getting better and better by the song! I think some tears could've fallen at that moment! (ok just kidding). In any case, it was an amazing trip. Good friends, Amazing partner in crime! and 3 new places I discovered. L'o, Eight and Metis. L'o had amazing food you should all try it. Ok I should get back to my class... I'll try posting later if I get too bored, and manage to be discreet.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

The Unexpected gift!

You are going about your normal business, then out of the blue, a friend offers you something. Not just anything but something you had been looking for and couldn't find. In complete surprise, I guess I just didn't know what to say.

In any case, to me a surprise, a gift, when it is the least expected, offered to you by a friend that took a moment to think of you, means alot to me. Specifically because there is no occasion for it, but by simple caring.

I received a Rubik's cube from my friend Fonz, who knew I couldn't find it anywhere. And I just want to say yet again! extremely thoughtful, extremely caring, and and and ...and I absolutely adored it!


Sunday, March 04, 2007

The Edge of Mind.

You find yourself standing on the edge. You’re not sure how you got there. You’re driving under the trees one day, and the next thing you see, that edge, starring at you. Was it unconscious, were you meant to be standing here, alone?

It’s not very dark out, the sun is simply setting. The weather is also warm; you’re not uncomfortable, but the water under you looks so cold.

You’re still not sure what you are standing there for, you’re still not sure how. With the dizziness you are feeling at that moment, nothing seems to make sense. You’re not supposed to be standing there. Destiny isn’t supposed to be this way, and you certainly don’t want to be here.

You breath in, and your heart warms up, you realize, regardless of that edge, your heart is still living, your heart is still beating, and it’s still warming up at that thought. You might jump; and your heart is what will save you; it is what will save you from the cold water. It might not get you back up on that edge, but it will let you survive the jump, the cold, and let you live another day, simply to hear your heart beat again.

You’re on the edge, still wondering how. Feeling so alone. Then you look down at the water, a reflection is starring back at you. You’re not alone; you’re standing right there with you soul. Is it really there, is that truly your soul looking you in your eyes. “Why are you here with me? Why weren’t you stronger than me, to lead me to the road of secure grounds? Why are we on this edge together?” You kept starring at it, and then it whispered that there was no reason for being here. It was one road, one road in your lifetime. One road that led to this moment. A protection, from falling off something bigger.

You’re in confusion, your tears are running down your cheeks, begging your heart to save you from jumping, begging your soul to being stronger than the unknown. You’re begging your mind to follow your heart and soul.
This is one edge your mind didn’t think of, this is one edge your mind didn’t fully comprehend. Your thoughts lost, and the only way out is to breath, for your heart to stay warm, to save you from that edge.

Only to make you stronger for the next unexpected road.

Only to help you have faith in your heart and soul.

Dead Bird in our garden!

Mom just messaged me "there's a dead bird in the garden". She has been freaking out about the bird flu in Kuwait, and now there's a dead bird in the garden. She didn't touch it. She called 777, and they told her not to touch the bird at all. Took our address, and gave my mom two numbers to call, which are both not working!!!. the numbers are 885020 and 4737615. Both have been engaged since. She called back 777 told them it's engaged, they said they will inform them. She doesn't trust them, and she's just freaking out! It's actually a scary thought that it's in our garden! I'm not sure what we are going to do now. Will keep calling the number, and see what is next.

Update 2: Sorry about last information, I asked again exactly waht happened, it seems they picked up the bird, and are taking it for testing they said they will call if there is anything.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Lunar Eclipse.

So they say, there's a lunar eclipse tonight. It will start at 2018 GMT which is 2318 here in Kuwait. Though on 99.7 this morning they said it would start at 2AM, maybe they mean would be the most visible around that time. Nasa says Kuwait is a country that will have full visibility of the eclipse. So if you want to see the moon turn reddish tonight, stay up a little late. It is said that a lunar eclipse can be a very romantic experience. So Enjoy!

Saturday, February 24, 2007